February 2011
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I feel so cold. Its almost as if I don't exist...
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"I need help more than you!"
Do you?
You think even though you’re the furthest ahead in class you need more help with the work than me? For the past month or so I haven’t had any help with my work because you are always telling me to put my hand down because Sir won’t talk to you and help you otherwise. I’m two topics behind everyone. Thanks.
I know you’ve had some issues, and I’m not...
I keep a little book.
It holds everything. From stress to depression. Two people have seen it. One just kind of thought it was an organiser to manage my time better, the other kind of saw me write stuff in it D:
I haven’t put much in it, but I think I’m going to show my mentor, because I’m improving :D I know that I’ve gone two weeks without talking to anyone in person about the things going...
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Today my friend got a little upset when I didn't...
I’m sorry. I really am. I know that being rejected from a hug isn’t the best thing :( I was just in a really shitty mood because when I came to school this morning it was like I was invisible. I was stood near you all this morning for you to say ‘Where were you this morning?’ … That hurt.
I didn’t hug you because I knew it would hurt me. You’ll be...
January 2011
184 posts
Two teachers asked If I was okay today.
I had no idea what to say to that but: ‘In what way?’ I’m getting a little worried that there has been an email sent round or something…
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My Personality :
I’m loud
I’m obnoxious
I’m sarcastic
I’m cocky
I cry easily
I have a bad temper
For the most part, I don’t like people
I’m easy to get along with
I have more enemies than friends
I’ve smoked
I’ve smoked weed
I drink coffee
I clean my room daily
My Appearance :
I wear makeup
I wear a piece of jewelery at all times
I wear contacts (for eyesight...
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My Graphics teacher told me that if I get stressed...
Sorry that I take my education seriously. Unlike the rest of my group!
lovehateaway asked: lmL- i love you
sometimes when you're down and you feel like there's no getting better you need to be reminded you are always love, i love you and if you ever need help i'm here to tell you i will help you with anything
sometimes when you're down and you feel like there's no getting better you need to be reminded you are always love, i love you and if you ever need help i'm here to tell you i will help you with anything
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Safety pins, that's a new one. They're not so safe...
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I'm starting to believe that I really am vile,...
I mean, it must be right if people laughed with you and are still friends with you after dropping a chair on my head. Oh! did I mention you made my life hell?
I hope I'm not ignored again.
On Friday you told me that I had no right to say what I did. All I said was that the base coat of the form project didn’t have to be perfect. That was all! You’ll be painting over it again anyway to make it stand out.
You then said I hadn’t done anything to help with the project. I did so much, but you wouldn’t appreciate it. You wouldn’t know how hard it was for me...
A blood cut came out of my hand.
Cool.
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I missed the feeling of blood rushing out of me.
This was part of my English coursework, then I...
She laid there. Waiting for someone to notice her. Long green grass surrounding her failing figure. She was a young teenager, too thin to be healthy and extremely pale. As she laid in the field the girls breaths were fast and un-even, eyes blood shot. Her thin arms and legs covered in tiny little red starches, self inflicted from all the pain she had been feeling. Looking up she could see the...
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I tried sleeping today, it took me over two hours...
And yet, I feel like its not good enough.
transf0rmers asked: thanks for following :)
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You should have lied, because your stupid mistake...
Stephanie McIntosh - You should have lied.
Reblog if you want "have you ever..." questions in...
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I am a male. I am a girl. I am shorter than 5’4. I think I’m ugly sometimes I have many scars. I tan easily. I wish my hair was a different color. I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. I have a tattoo. I am self-conscious about my appearance. I have/I’ve had braces I wear glasses I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. I’ve been told...
justburnmybodyinabox asked: The best I can give you is a virtual hug *hugs*
I just want a hug, or someone to talk to.
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6 days I went... SIX Days.
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Apparently you can die from lack of iron.
And I smirked when my mother told me this. yeah, I’m not to sure either. She was talking to me about taking my iron tablets. To which I said ‘You can’t actually die of lack of iron’ Apparently you can. My mum said she wants me to take them because she doesn’t want her work friends saying that she abused me.
She also mentioned my cuts on my leg. Saying: ‘Those...
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The reason I don't sleep is because I know that if...
I just went on the school website and it talked...
I have a feeling this will be the 5th year running where I am rose-less.
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I hate feeling like I'm about to cry all the time....
I can feel the tears there, but they just won’t fall…
and when they do, its in front of people who don’t know me and want to know what is wrong because they want to know everything.
I really want to draw my emotions in my art...
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The deeper you cut The deeper I hurt The deeper you cut It only gets worse
I would tell you this, but I’m scared it would make you do it even more. I’m a nobody to you. I am to everyone. I constantly worry about you, I’ve only started talking to you this week. I really wish instead of sitting down in form taking all the abuse as it came, I sat down next to you and talked to...
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I have a lot of symptoms for anxiety. It explains...
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I've always been a self harmer. Even when I was...
I used to drop cacti on my face. Used to shave my hands, and my face (with my dad’s razor). I would fall over on glass a lot. I would peel the tops of my fingers with potato peelers. I would shut my fingers in doors, until they broke.
It wasn’t until I was older that I became less creative than when I was younger.
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I want to write it somewhere it will stick.
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Today is a bad day.
Two of my friends have found this tumblr. I got a message from one late last night, and he said:
‘I can’t lie and say I know how you feel, because I don’t. I can’t say I know how to help, because I don’t. But I can say it hurts to see you suffer like this.’
I feel bad now, for him finding it. It just makes me feel as if I was pushing all my thoughts over the last week and a bit...
I feel horrible guilty because the life I lead is...
I feel horrible guilty because the life I lead is...
Scars are beautiful because each one has their own...
